Angry with life..Poem for someone I loved

The anguished heart ponders over the lost love,
But the mind says love was never yours
Unanswered questions baffle me and the turbulent whirlpool of thoughts torment my mind.
I let the dust to settle down and moved on in life….with the identity which I coated with the harshness of the world.
The hidden me, my insecure self lost all the trust, angered persona of mine gave its back to life
The tempestuous past haunts me and its clutches my emotions to purge out.

I ran thee from my own fears, happiness, and my grieved self with a sullen outlook towards the world.
In quest of Utopia I turn off all the love showered….

Came in a lady with open arms to share, to care, to be there and to go no where….
The dilemma in me cocooned my heart and enveloped it in the layers of past….

Spellbound she was, made relentless efforts in vain to win over, drag the pains away.
Nevertheless the Cathartic me held it all up in and hid myself again.
The weakened me made her a bait on the warped wire and strangled her n mine happiness.
There she went away with a dying hope of togetherness…
But someone has rightly said in a fight between human and destiny, destiny always wins.
Crushed were her desires, her dreams to love you endlessly, bring back the lost hope but she failed.
Tears fall down from the eyes that still seek refuge in the poor substitute of your memory.
Sob! She loves you and will till the eternity.

Life dear friend is to love, to be loved, give and receive, and not to hold back oneself.
Let happiness reign supreme, don’t run away from life.

Life does take many things from us but has its own way of giving it back to us.
We just need to read the signs we get and let the door of opportunity open.
Don’t be so angry with your own self…try to live in present.

Will miss you always