Thursday, 9 April 2020

What the F

Uncertainty can be certainly miserable. Undoubtedly, overwhelming it seems, it gamuts multiple emotions, especially in a global pandemic like now. The window with glazed sunshine of the ever fresh rays of sun often fails to brighten the mood in a lockdown like this. On a second thought, the baby kite sitting on the fence catches my attention. There are days when the community looks sanguine yet gloomy and I miss the children including mine laughing, running on their scooters, playing with one another while we parents share our moment of chats, banters and a quick conversation. It hasn’t disappeared altogether, but is now added with a fear. Fear. We always lived in fear and continue doing so. Fear of death, fear of being robbed, fear of being cheated, fear of being judged, fear of being laughed at and the list is endless.
We are scared again. A sneeze, a cough, a moment of suspicion when we look at each other, a strange fear engulfs us every time we shop, we bring things inside our house. Funny that this time, it is justified to have the fear. Ironically, we never really feared the wrath of mother nature, we never feared the world crumbling down, we never feared the idea of leaving a shallow world for our generations to come.
All of a sudden, the fear holds supreme stature. I wish, it did so when we all had to. We indeed are a confused society. When we should fear, we don’t, when we shouldn’t, we do. We are now busy understanding the new formed fear, that we forgot F also stands for fun. F also stands for Fruitful moments with loved ones, F also stands for freedom from our daily grind temporarily, F also stands for Focusing on positives, in the present and living with daily goals.
F can be freaking challenging on certain days, but isnt it a better challenge than the photo challenge posted on Facebook? F doesn’t only mean Facebook. F means focusing on things outside Facebook. Frenzied moments with a child, fulfilling the need to do things that never got one’s time, furloughed employees coming out of the erected facade of the society and frantically watching the idiot box and stumbling upon the realization that, F can be so much besides what the F!
Sipping a hot cup of coffee post 10:00 pm is an usual activity for me, that I often now a days enjoy with some nibbling thoughts, or a book, or a recipe to ponder over. Amidst all this, lack of creativity, can make my life so freckled. Then comes the fear of futility. Another F! What the F? Why the F?
Heart, then says, eliminate the fear. Be fabulous. Be not fragile. Be like the fragrance that comes from within. Follow your instinct and you wont fathom much about the F!
Setu.

Dar ka ghera

Dil ki gehrayiyon me jab dastak deti hai tanhayi,
Sawaalon ke sailab khauf khata yeh chota sa dil,
Zindagi kin andheri galiyaron se chalkar is maud pe hai ayi.
Masoom, umardaraaz, unch neech ka na karte hue lihaaz, maut ka saya apni bina aahat wali kadamon se saikdon ko lekar jaata hume is asmanjhas me chor jata ki ab kiski hai baari.
Safed chadar me lipto hui lashe, kuch apno ki kuch anjaan ki, hai to saare insaan hi.
Na kisi ka mazhab poocha na kisi ka rang,
Corona ke dehshat ne sab hi ko kiya tang
Bun gaya dawai ki paheli, kabhi na machi hogi aisi ek huddang.
Woh dabang sipahi, woh dariyadili sevak, woh raubeele wardi walo ko mera salaam, jinhone na kiya koi phikra ki kya hoga unka anzaam.
Na baba ke jhaad se, na kisi dawai ke vaar se, na maa ke ashirwad ya dular se ho rehi hai yeh takleef kam,
Ab to tu hi malik hai maula, tera hi hai raham or karam.
Hamare ku karamon ne apna parinam dikhaya, poore insaan samooh ko nigal ke khaya,
Phansi hai isi ke ilaaz me sab ki jaan,
Hum sab hai hatash aur pareshan.
Na koi bandhu na koi sanghi sathi,
Tu baitha hai chati pe jaise koi ek hathi,
Prakriti ki lalkaro ka mazaak udate hue hum prani
Kitne ho gaye the agyani
Waqt ki maar ne hume aisa ronda is baar
Kar li hai humne apni galti sweekar.
Ab shama kar do prabhu, bhool ho gayi hai humse
Is sankat se karo hume muqt na bahao aur laghu.

Dil hai chota sa, choti si asha

Dil he chota sa, choti si asha
Asha ki wapis ho savera pehle ke tarah
Bhor ki hulchul me school ko nikle bachon ki bas dwaar se uthati unhe,
Neend bhari aankhon me jaan dalne wali chai ki pyali ki tazgi ke chalte, sab apne apne zindagi me phir se ho rame.
Na subah beetne ka pata chale, na shaam dhalne ka, thak ke bachche gehri neend me agle din ki dincharya ki khushi seene me liye phir soke uthe.
Dudh wale ki ghanti ke sath ho phir se nonk jhok,
Kaam wali ke late ane par ek do tane ane pe ho na koi rok
Bartan majhwane ke beech, jab gas me seeti hai bajti, bagal wali bhabiji poochti kaise ho aaj behen ji.
Kheeli kheeli se dhoop jo aangan jo karti hai roshan, sabzi wale ki awaaz se mohalla me ata hai uske badhte kimato ka ek tashan.
Daanti hue use dadi ji karti hai theek,
Isi beech har gareeb ko mil jati hai ghar do ghar se bheekh.
Isi chahal pahal me ho jati hai bhari duphari,
Ab dekho dhoban aake samne hai tehri,
Maile kuchele kapde dete hue kuch idhar ki kuch udhar ki baat karke halka karti hai aurate man ka bhi maail.
Sandhya chadhte hi ghar phir se bhar jata hai logon se. Thake mandhe chere ko milte hai amma ki pyar bhari thali se tripti,
Wohi raat phir se ati hai jisme na hota hai corona ki hatasha aur nirasha ka dar.
Dil hai chota sa, choti so asha,
Zindagi ho phir se wahi, yahi hai meri abhilasha.