When I was born,like many other humans on this Earth, I was entitled to the privileges of love, affection, care, worldly desires which till some days ago looked liked the be all and end all of anything.The unknown entity called God cast a a magic spell on me and I was so caught up in that so called worldly affair of this life that what mattered to me was me, myself and everything that revolved round me.Well many of us can relate to this same feeling.We have all lived with this very word"me".So much weight age, such never ending pampering of this me goes on till we all are alive.
With every milestone that I achieved the me in me wanted me to achieve more and more and kept following the norms of living defined by the society.With age came education, then performance, then career, so and and so forth till I got married one day and that was the last major goal till I married i.e. to settle down.
A start to my second phase of life with with many new additions, many new adjustments and many new relationships worth cherishing forever I tried accommodating many with just me.
But stop.....wait setu....my heart would thump and all of a sudden it would tell me Me was never there and is never going to be.I will be dead one day and so will everyone in this world...definitely it will pain the most for the people I love going away and above all the fact that I would die and I dont know where I would be.The few minutes before my death can be so heart wrenching.
Despite all the quests, research and experimentation no one knows where we all go.....do we just live till we are alive and then once the mechanism stops, we stop functioning, or do we take another body and another entity or we reach the purgatory.
Humans are great and so have been their ways of securing their fears with countless interpretations.....Amidst all these thoughts I have started to realise there is no me..It in fact is the root cause of all my fears and doubts..There is still a a self questioning and I am trying to find an answer to pacify my doubts.
I will putting in my thoughts when I am able to accept the piercing thoughts and the subtle relief it may give me from this me.
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